Doubt

Mind won't stop racing Another day lies ahead Coming to terms with the life I've led Drowning in the void Nothing stopped me then What's there to stop me now Nothing's changed It's all the same What a mess I've made Why can't it all be okay When can it all be okay (There is no other option) It will never be okay I can see the end I can almost grasp it I could take my life Hatred manifested I can see the end I can almost grasp it I could take my life I could take all of this pain away Throw my life away Too terrified Too filled with rage Too horrified Fight or flight Terrified of the unknown Doubt and worry occupies my mind Terrors of what may be waiting for me on the other side of this hell Will I ever rest Doubt it I doubt it Doubt it I doubt it Doubt it I doubt it Doubt it I doubt it