Manic (feat. Tyler Beam)

Dying of uncertainty (Suffocating) Need to get out of this hell (Please set me free) I can feel my chest and mind slowly collapsing Behind my eyes the pain swallows my brain whole Restless Hopeless Confused Bastard When I sleep I fade away but when I wake it's all the same thing Everyday's something different There's no escape from the confusion Lost in my mind There's two sides to a brain but I'm insane and I can't get a grip Not sure who I really am I'm plagued by unstable emotions Failure seems to be my only stability Chaos suffocates my soul I cannot stand being all alone I cannot stand being all alone I cannot stand being all alone By myself with my thoughts and left to rot Anxiety wraps its hands around my throat All I can do is choke I close my eyes to escape but my thoughts manifest in the dark (Countless hours I've spent Wasting my time Tipping towers that I see in my mind (Involuntary visions of pain from in my brain Shadows of fear inside that creep out from under me) (Shadows of fear inside that creep up from under me) (This is what they all want to see) (Why can't they let me rest in peace Take this shit from my brain And eat my eyes Just to keep me sane Involuntary visions of pain eviscerate my skull from within) My mind is always such a mess I cannot remember a time I did not feel this way (Eat from the open wound It will be coming soon Entrails of hate and gloom) (Nothing to feel inside Death is my loving bride Death is my loving bride Lay with me in my tomb) In my tomb