Nothing

Bastard son that will never shine Just a dead star in a corpse's rotting eyes Left alone in this damned broken world Trying to live Won't give in to your lies Trying to cope with the loss of all of my instincts Can't feel my way out of this darkened hellhole that is my existence Trying to cope with the loss of all of my instincts Can't feel my way out of this darkened hellhole that is my existence (Resisting temptation) Contemplating ending it (Resisting temptation) Contemplating ending it all Don't do it (Rest in peace) Don't do it (Rest in peace) I can't seem to understand why Just a dead star in a corpse's rotting eyes Just a dead star in a corpse's rotting eyes Ripped to pieces I will die alone I have nowhere to call home Nowhere to rest my head Always wishing I was dead No where to call home I thought you'd never leave When you're dead I'll be relieved There will be no more pain There will be no more shame No more shame Sick to my core These words clench my heart and rip it out Unknowingly abandoned at birth Empty eyes staring into my soul I will always try to love you I will always fail I will always try to love you I will always fail I will always try to love you I will always fail