dont go back

I lie there for days Stare at my ceiling and It doesn't really change I lie awake I tell myself (I tell myself) Don't look back Don't look back Doesn't matter though I've been out of those I've been putting all I'm pulling out my cards Days pass and the months go I've been laid back, but I think it's time for me to change Maybe I won't stay the same And I know I left you And I know you'll do you, you'll do fine I hope you have a great life I only wish the best I only wish that you weren't stressed I hope your years go by fast You'll live a life that you'll like to pass You'll pass without me You can think about the happiness that I didn't offer to you I apologize, didn't treat you the way that you should be I fucked up, I did so Fly away, fly away Why don't you go far away? I've been taking my mind to self And I'm tryna bend my own mind away But you wait And I wait And in bed I lie awake Don't look back