she loathes me.

I don't wanna talk You're wrapped within my arms Leave me back, I'm trapped with your heart Just say I love you I know it's hard to When I lost your trust I know it's hard to love That night, where I lost everything You were mine, and I lost that piece of me When I couldn't feel your touch Or hear your voice Everything's dark, you leave no choice Make me bleed or just break me into pieces Everyone's up and leaving I don't know what I'm seeing What do I believe? I believe, I believe you loathe me Was it when, was it when, when I left? I know you don't like me like you used to Put me in disdain or despair Everything's hard, it's hell Everything is bleak When did I turn meek? Bleak and blank, looking, everyone's worried I don't know what I got for me What's there to leave? I lost part of me in a week I lost all of you in a day One line, one text, gone away And she'll never want me back Thoughts around my head, yeah, it's lapped Ruts I'm in, I'm rotting with my choices I don't want to hear any of the noises Cover up my ears I don't wanna hear what you have to say I know you don't love me back Stuck in here, I feel attacked Maybe I just feel attached Don't leave it up to me I don't want to see You with another man Why can't I be your plan?