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I want to connect I want to be close I want to be safe I want to hold you, know That it's hard to say goodbye When I think of the times When I think of the times that we had We had I've been falling apart and I can't see Maybe then you'll be here Maybe then you'll see where I fucked up I know I fucked up and it's hard to take it back I'm tryna erase my past You know this morning I woke You know this morning I woke and thought I'd rather be dead Be free from my stead You know I said that I won't You know I said that I won't but I think I will My will to end I'm in too deep Can't sing Can't think Can't plan my own things, I'm a mess And you know That I'd want to be with you but you need to be in a better place Go far away, spread your wings Go ahead and spread your wings