we were happy?

Talk about feelings we had Talk about how we were happy in the past Talk about feelings right now Since you left, I've been wearing a frown I'll tell you when we get back Promise you I ain't care 'bout your past Had a date, then we crashed Then we fell and broke like glass, yeah We laughing together all to the bank We were happy together, why can't you stay? I swear I had a moment and that shit ain't fake And you couldn't be with me any longer, well, I guess that's okay Then I just feel lonely now You won't talk to me anymore Guess I'm your past now I was just thrown away Guess I'm that trash now Yeah, you just went to your place While I'm at home, blacked out Yeah, we talked about feelings with you Thought about feelings we through Think about you in my bathtub, I'm over here tying my noose Imagine being teary-eyed when I see you in your wedding gown Not much more to think about, that future's over now You just left altogether, I'm tryna dodge my rain I don't wanna see myself full of this pain Every day I see your car, a part of me breaks Sometimes I wonder what happens if you would've stayed We were so happy, where did you go? Now it's your fault that I'm all alone Now it's your fault I got no one to phone Now it's your fault that I gotta go home Finding my reasons to care, finding my own ways to cope Just can't take them pills or drugs anymore Yeah, you were the reason I'm happy, but you shut that door Now you're the reason I'm sad, I'd rather choke Trying to give myself reason, but I lost that hope Now I truly think it's my fault I let you go My fault that I let you go