whyamihere?

How do you think I feel? Look at my face just full of tears I don't want to think right now Everyone's talking to me too loud I don't want to have someone by my side Who doesn't want to give or try Tell me a line that you won't say Hit me up when I don't have to Deal with this shit another day And I didn't want to have to contemplate Whether I cut you off or not I don't want to be in this spot I'm not that patient I'm not your doctor I'm not the one that's gonna check on you So don't expect me to Lil' bitch got me fucked up in my mood My feelings show My emotions blow Out of proportion I lose control I didn't mean to frighten you I'm sorry if it's too much What is this I'm trying to find? Don't tell me tell yourself a lie What do I get? Ain't no benefits You just want to throw your fit What do I have to? I guess I'll have to What is this I'm after? Ain't got no laughter Do you see me smiling? All this shit I'm crying in Don't expect me to just deal with This shit another day And I wish I didn't have to contemplate Whether I cut you off or not Feels like I'm only stuck in this spot Can you can you just stop?