I Miss Me

Oh I feel like I'm livin' a lie Talking to you on the other line And it's time Why can't I see the sign My love for you isn't showing its shine Towards nothing I run And I'm doing it for so long There is no air left in my lungs Forward my back is facing And backwards I'm racing Trying so hard to keep it together I'm shaking I'm shaking I'm shaking I'm breaking Into pieces in my shell I'm shaking I'm shaking I'm baking I've created my own hell And my eternal yells won't be heard As my external shell won't be purged I am not well I've gotten what's deserved Thick gel on the wings of a bird Now I'm alone shut just like a clam And I don't even know who the heck I am Oh man I just wanna wham My fists into everything at every chance I'm so tarnished It gives me the hardness To not let you in heart But this harshness That I've harnessed Has broken me apart I miss me I miss me I miss me But most of all I miss you I miss me I miss me I miss me But most of all I miss you