Like You

I don't wanna be like you I don't wanna be like you, yeah I don't wanna be like you I don't wanna be like you, yeah yeah I know that it seems like, every minute I visualize and keep a keen sight I know that it seems like, never risk anything if it mean losing my insights Everybody came from different backgrounds Everybody I used to know wonder where I'm at now I don't really care but I find myself keep on missing em when I am sad now Pretty bad now, I be thinking that I can't get you back somehow Yea it's pretty sad that I'm hell-bound now Yea better off dead what I've said when I'm down, but I, but I I don't care about you, I'm just being who I am right now and I don't really hate you, Just feel bad for you and you and you If I can take it back, yea I have to All these heavy feelings that I have, Imma let loose I'm a wreck, True I got all these issues undercover as blessing and never address em I am A mess ooh But whatever, I could keep fighting on as long as we are together Keep making music yea even tho I'm independent Ain't saying that I feel better than better cause I feel sadder than ever And I'm obsessed with the past, that's a fact though I be feeling weak and depressed, I can't handle Trynna be at peace with the fact, In the least I'm a mess Trynna find the real me, I must gamble Looking back now, I feel worse, cause I'm sick of the lies so Bottoms up, drown the words, I just wanna deny, leaving my past yeah All the traumas never gone let me, And I can feel it being needy like I want it all back And I wanna give up than man up, I don't wanna forget, flipping the deck Like for me I want more than just sex And what am I supposed to do when I been pushed to the edge I can feel it I admit it I regressed, But I guess it's on me Caught up in my feelings yeah the blame is on me Don't know why I'm saying this I said I'm sorry Will I be the better man that I wanna be I don't know, yea I don't know I don't wanna be like you I don't wanna be like you, yeah I don't wanna be like you I don't wanna be like you, yeah yeah I know that it seems like, every minute I visualize and keep a keen sight I know that it seems like, never risk anything if it mean losing my insights