Be This Way

Late-night crying I'm wide awake You're silent asleep that's how it goes these days I wanna be with you I crave your touch I think I could never be tired of your love But you had enough glasses shattered on the ice-cold floor I remember you screaming at the kitchen door I don't even wanna be this way I don't wanna hear you shout my name And I don't even wanna be this way Not a single thing feels the same without you I remember the look in your eyes when you screamed goodbye The door slammed in my face you had nothing left to say Still have my heart in my hands for you It doesn't matter how much you've hurt me I still want you Now I'm waiting by that kitchen door for a knock And you begging me to love you once more I don't even wanna be this way I don't wanna hear you shout my name And I don't even wanna be this way Not a single thing feels the same without you Oh I don't want you to own me I'm not something you can keep Can you stop controlling me Woo oh oh Now I'm lost without your love I don't know who else to trust I can't help it you fucked me up And I don't even wanna be this way I don't even wanna hear you shout my name I don't even wanna be this way Not a single thing feels the same I remember the look in your eyes when you screamed goodbye The door slammed in my face we had nothing left to say