Lucid's Lockup

Fall beneath the world, just looking out my empty shell no help Make myself so gray, hoping all my problems go the other way I got this drink with me, kinda sad it's the only thing that works for me It got me going down the slide, a barely stable mind I just lose myself tonight, just channel the other side And look into my soul, not balancing anymore Complicated life of mine, no time to try Fall beneath the world, just looking out my empty shell no help As time keeps going, will I prevail Self-conscious mind of mine, just trapped in hell Lose myself to life , hide away, it's bright outside How did I survive? How did I survive last night Going for the top, got me feeling a way Don't wanna stop, cause then I feel the pain Yeah I'm a martian non responsive Falling back and forth damn drugs kicking in Life just ain't been good to me, pushing past comfort with extremities Really on my own, no remedy, lucids lock up, no escape for me Fall beneath the world, just looking out my empty shell no help As time keeps going, will I prevail Self-conscious mind of mine, just trapped in hell See myself grow, scary thing to lose control What do you know, about being uncomfortable