Somber

Smile through all the pain, but don't let them know That you're creaking past the breaking point of your soul Feeling lost with somber oh As I stare into the abyss, I feel the presence of something staring back What is it I wonder? Is it myself or something else waiting to attack I ponder with these thoughts, no longer my own Feeling many things, seething for control So if I surround myself with distractions, oh Maybe I won't feel so uncomfortable The screams, the thoughts, the visions, the tears Unable to be expressed unless through a page of writing for years Who am I? What am I to be I question myself that lately Hating myself and never feeling impressed Others say express more with music, I try But it's hard to do that when you can't find who you are or what's left Silencing the hope Fall with me, fall with me, fall with me, fall with me I don't believe i'm free And so Will you take a look to the other side And then you'll realize You're own demise Dropping through the ground The chains, the chains Wont ease up on my life Trap inside