run away from it all

There is light down here Someone please rescue me My heart is giving up I'm drowning n my own Try to drag me down I can't feel the pain My heart has been through a lot It can't feel the pain So just let me drown Let me rest in peace Again I hit the floor If there something wrong woth me? Do they even care? Fighting for so long I don't think i can resist anymore Please just let me drown What I'm I? Who can i be ? What im trynna be me? Or do I just have to pretend? I'm gonna be okay One step at it a time