letter to dad

A lot of things I really took for granted Didn't appreciate it till I didn't have Pops asking me for coffee and I wouldn't have it Now a daily conversation I just wish I had it All those days I was gone I could've been home Never realized one day he woulda been gone And now I'm crying tears of guilt because I wasn't home Momma told me say goodnight to daddy on the phone How foolish of me Livin for the moment And these moments We're the ruler of me Now it's just a hug that I need Just a word of advice What a sight to see But it's all said and done And the time went and gone Now it's just memories that I write in a song Wish I can talk to him I would say I was wrong If I could have another chance I woulda just went hom I can see But it's gone now I found a light But it's dark now I learned a lesson But schools out This pain I use for fuel now Nine years And I still tear Nine years and I wish you was still here Got married and I moved out on my own Wish I could invite you over Wish that you could see my home Wifey a pastor I'm pursuing my dream I'm serving the lord I know Jesus is king Bro got the babies and they gettin real big Me and baby we still talkin about kids Wish you could see us now I really think that you be proud I remember rapping I wish you could see it now I got the studio you coulda came and played the bass Write a track and make a rap and see the look upon your face But it's all said and done And the time went and gone Now it's just memories that I write in a song Wish I can talk to him I would say I was wrong If I could have another chance I woulda just went home I can see But it's gone now I found the light But it's dark now I learned a lesson But schools out This pain I use for fuel now