Fear That Drives

I can feel it in my bones Every time that I go home I feel it in my soul Even though I tell myself a lie Nostalgia calls for me The life that I miss the most I'm so Scared of fighting for The future that I want the most Living life by fear For almost 30 years The eggshells on my feet Leaves me still As the world passes me by To meet my end safely Who will be there for me to greet Excuses for my excuses Adding to my list a mile long Blaming everyone for what's been wrong in one All along the anger The hardest pill to swallow The world I see based on the conditioning Of my mind Living life by fear For almost 30 years The eggshells on my feet Leaves me still As the world passes me by To meet my end safely Who will be there for me to greet