The One To Save Me

Yeah I've suffered for so long Rejection that's eaten at me A home without love Nothing was left for me Blaming myself for things I should have never To grow up so fast Because they weren't there That wasn't clever I just wanted to be loved To be cared To be told I can succeed But I have to look up to an empty seat Where were you when I needed you most Where was the other figure Present but so far like a ghost Left to embrace life's harshest thorn It's something I would never go through again I sworn This shit hits so hard I grow a thicker layer But I wish I could let it out God knows more than ever I am drowning I'm holding onto one last breath As my spirit fades you contemplate Reaching your arm out Playing games Instead saving me The torment from the past Left scars can't overcome Trying to keep standing strong Waiting on hope to come I found love but it keeps pushing me away Making me feel like I was never meant for it Why oh why why do I Keep repeating this like a die Was I cursed Was I pawn Was I the one to be sacrificed to go on this life Without knowing true love I'm done looking out for approval I'm done with feeling alone When I've been so present Perfecting my every moves Just to impress you But since no one really gave a shit I choose to love myself I am drowning I'm holding onto one last breath As my spirit fades you contemplate Reaching your arm out Playing games Instead saving me I am drowning I'm holding onto one last breath As my spirit fades you contemplate Reaching your arm out Playing games Instead saving me Life tested me Challenged me everyday I'm saving me Reaching out to be my own hero Life tested me Challenged me everyday I'm saving me Reaching out to be my own hero