Borrowed Lines (Mead Witter)

I'm confused I don't know what to do I'm confused I can't fall asleep Do I ruin my life or die tryna get all better? I'm afflicted Please come help me I'm afflicted I don't want to talk You know you can trust me Trust me that I'm a liar When they Wash me I'm like I'm a Spoon I'm a mood I'm like TV I'm a mood Don't you wanna see? I don't want you and likewise past 3am Open the door Kick out the front teeth Open the door Take its last breath in You're birthing four damn kids knowing you can't raise them When I Get best I hope I'll have Changed