I Don't Drink Tea

Yesterday I was sipping on tea I don't drink tea but what's it mean to you I have a hard time telling the truth to my folks They say its not a joke And my stomach is flipped I'd rather lose a friend Then keep a piece of shit I never mean to hurt anyone But hurt em I did, now I'm writing this song Why'd it take so long If you just want me to feel really bad Not long ago that was me for sure I was willing to drunkenly dive off a bridge Instead of dealing with shit The feelings I felt Don't make amends, just go kill yourself And I sat in my room and I came and I went Roped other people in until my left hand was spent Now I'm here to repent So father, let me tell you a story You see, I used to play little league soccer One time a game rained out and I decided to bother A girl in my class who made me feel fuzzy Even way back when I was less than good company I didn't know how to feel, what to do or where to be So I talked to her hoping that she'd never leave Now how many Hail Mary's for me I will help you lick your wounds Feed you with a baby spoon Hug you hard when you cry lots Sing a song to cheer you up I'm not made to scream and cry I'm just here to feel the pain I wish I could help you know I'll wish on stars every chance I get