I Want A Charge

I want a charge I want a charge on my permanent record I want to be barred form speaking so freely To change how the school board and the teachers will see me I want to charge Headlong into a fencepost Blood and guts like coke and mentos Fire the school fence post provider Even though I didn't resent them I want a car I want to drive till the mileage goes backwards Skin and bones make me feel like an actor I never saw them and they'll never see me before and after Pride flag waving in the bathroom Fish convulsing on the floor Strobe light going like a flash bang Shitty poster on the locked door I want a charge Anybody got a spare one I can borrow I'll return it now later maybe tomorrow Or maybe leave you be and just never return it I must admit though that would fill me with sorrow I want the time I want to be 2 hours early to nothing Have a flow chart for every possible outcome Rehearse every word till I can say them verbatim They're all mine now kid, go ahead and take them I'll tell you why because I'm looking for an argument I'm looking for a reaction I'm looking for a face to punch in Staring at the stereo Wondering where to go And you're making it quite difficult Locked inside the fucking stall now These lips keep me sober If I see yall's face then its over