out the world

I been slipping again, I hate driving in snow Watch my guard fall down, And now i'm Fighting alone Watch me pull the sword out the stone, Close my eyes, I'm out the world, Smoking my own loud uh, uh Yeah i'm back on go now Studio with the lights off, hit the blackout flows now, My spaceship got the blacked out doors now, I like it up here hope that i never come down I hope i got it when i turn 21, Hide from skeletons in my closet when i'm smoking my blunts, Learned my lesson with trust, and i only played the game once Heart broke, Too cold, Fucking me up uh I killed my pride and then i buried it, I'm addicted to the game, yeah i think i just might marry it Speak my dreams into reality, this microphone my chariot All this weight up on my shoulders, i just pick it up and carry it I just pick it and carry Steady chasing after goals like tom was chasing at jerry They was telling me to quit, they knew that's not gonna scare me I just made it out the hard part, yeah that shit was unbarring uh, uh Yeah i'm back on go now Studio with the lights off, hit the blackout flows now, My spaceship got the blacked out doors now, I like it up here hope that i never come down They hate me up here, know that i'm gonna stay I got all the shit i prayed for from all the years that i prayed I almost took my own life, but now i'm doing okay If i had no control then you know by logic i'm saved Had to cut off some people, because they weren't real friends to me They wanna see me lose, so they gotta be dead to me They wanna uh, so they gotta be dead to me Gotta set 'em up they gonna be good after the end of me Know i'm meant for more, not doing this shit till i dig a grave Know i got some bad habits, i really am trying to change But i'm not gonna lie it's like i'm tethered to 'em If i saw my demons in person you know i'd have to shoot 'em uh, uh Yeah i'm back on go now Studio with the lights off, hit the blackout flows now, My spaceship got the blacked out doors now, I like it up here hope that i never come down (Hope that i never, Hope that i never come down)