is that so hard to do?

Bitter were my thoughts at 4am Waiting for your attention, cancelled my plans I don't want to hate you, I could never hate you But it's like i'm standing at a queue waiting for a ticket to spend time with you I just wanted more time with you, Is that so hard to do? Im your afterthought, last resort, never on your mind You don't care how I feel, always out of line I don't know when it started, but im sick and tired There's so many things to do, im the one that you can lose I just wanted more time with you Is that so hard to do? Got a reading from the love psychic, she's telling me you're not the one i end up with I won't say I haven't thought about it lately, but its sad that someone has to tell it to me If i just had more time with you (If I just, if I just, if I just) But its so hard for you (So hard for you) Im your afterthought, last resort, never on your mind You don't care how i feel, always out of line I don't know when it started, but im sick and tired There's so many things to do, im the one that you can lose I just wanted more time with you, Is that so hard to do? (Oh) Well its so hard to swallow that my first love will end in sorrow, I can't hide what's staring in my eyes Guess it's hard for me too, (So hard to do, so hard to do) To let go, when my mind is full of you (So hard to do, so hard to do) I didn't ask too much, did i? (So hard to do, so hard to do) But it's so hard for you (So hard to do, so hard to do)