Clueless

Wonder why I'm always playing defense Too many wanna see me fail It's been 19 years I been by myself Been years keeping my head up till I prevail What's really right or wrong find that within yourself They say I'm king I don't crown himself Better watch what you say before you play yourself Trynna keep right sometimes you gotta take that left But they won't listen to my words till it's from someone else Too ignorant to take in help saying Ima just do it myself But won't catch me rejecting help This bigger than myself too busy trynna be self made Help might take it away Really do think this way Afraid of help always afraid Be afraid of no man taking lives away we not here to stay Plenty times I was treated wrong So many thoughts lot of times I can't speak right I put all that know in my songs And they wonder why I do what I do Clueless Plenty times I was treated wrong So many thoughts lot of times I can't speak right I put all that know in my songs And they wonder why I do what I do Clueless This game of life I'm just with cards I'm dealt Lot of time move by myself Won't conversate if it won't better myself So hard to smile from the pain I felt I just tell it like it is I can't tell no lies I can't fall in love till I'm financially fine Music might pop at that point Ill be fine Can't nothing ever change my mind Don't need to be first cause everybody not friendly Try to stay ducked off it's way too many Can't complain cause this what I signed up for If I never take the risk then I'll never know By myself just thinking on how the times changes Don't even wanna talk cause ain't nothing to say Down two different roads just trynna find my way Whatever I do know somebody gone hate hate hate Plenty times I was treated wrong So many thoughts lot of times I can't speak right I put all that know in my songs And they wonder why I do what I do Clueless Plenty times I was treated wrong So many thoughts lot of times I can't speak right I put all that know in my songs And they wonder why I do what I do Clueless