Decompress

I have made my decision I'm not playing this game again My mind doesn't know when to stop Stop overthinking what you think of me Your smile, it makes me so happy Even though I know that you don't love me And he is always there And I should take more opportunities But I'm scared And it's worse because I don't know why I'm scared And my head's a mess and I need to decompress And though I try And I try to find some space to breathe In this game of Sorrow and joy And everything in between And it is always day And it is always night And I am always right I am never right In this game of life