Escape Route

Take me away Feeling like I'm trying to escape Demons smiling all in my face I know I'm not defined by my mistakes But that shit hard Shit hard to erase I said take me away Feeling like I'm trying to escape Demons smiling all in my face I just seen my mama She living at apartments It really hurt my heart when I seen her on that carpet Her smile don't sparkle She feeling like she lost it Her trauma taking over Her thoughts ain't the sharpest But every day is better Tomorrow isn't promised So I'ma give it all Like Kobe in the finals Have to find a way To make it out of here Reflect on my decisions And see how I got here Replaying old pain My eyes fill with tears Baths in the sink Living in motels What we have for dinner A can of Rotel Nigga this ain't fake I wouldn't tell a tale This shit could be worse So f*ck it oh well Ball till we fall and a nigga prevail Can't quit now we already been through hell Can't quit now we already billionaires Take me away Feeling like I'm trying to escape Demons smiling all in my face I know I'm not defined by my mistakes But that shit hard Shit hard to erase I said take me away Feeling like I'm trying to escape Demons smiling all in my face I know these niggas weren't going to make it easy for me Turning on the stove when the heater wasn't working Living my entire life feeling like a burden Been abandoned with no hope of returning Used to check my bank account before I made a purchase Made it through that shit Now deposits reoccurring I be lurking lowkey with some trees burning Pussy nigga better yield when we merging When we merging When we merging Started asking the right questions Now the tables turning Knew I had a way with words started rehearsing I be spitting all night till the wee mornings My babe wake up and I'm Taking off her undergarments Start performing and I'm Realigning all her organs Had to take a leap of faith and Move out to Portland Now she on Cannon Beach looking Thick and gorgeous In that Christian Dior Looking like a goddess Might just be a model You know a nigga came from the bottom Big homie told me get em' And I got em' I'm on em' I cannot be living like my family isn't broke I cannot keep going through these days like a joke New school year Still wore the same clothes At every funeral A nigga had to make an oath Take me away Feeling like I'm trying to escape Demons smiling all in my face I know I'm not defined by my mistakes But that shit hard Shit hard to erase I said take me away Feeling like I'm trying to escape Demons smiling all in my face Respect yourself and Show yourself Show your worth