tired of urself

Alone I left you on your own Now you're tryna be someone you're not Impress your friends a lot With the guys you're bringing home And your father knows you're hurt Cause you're smoking on his porch And changing all your clothes You ripped up what you wore And you're drinking on the floor With your hair tied up From the night before Tryna be somebody else Cause you're tired of yourself Yeah you're tired of yourself Can't be somebody else So you live a fairytale You realized your own worth But now you're way too hurt To get the help you need So you live a fantasy Will you ever be freed From this made up fantasy Where you're tired of yourself Cause you're tired of yourself Oh you're tired of your- Once inside You'll take two sips Close your eyes Then take two hits Now you're high Not feeling it Won't deny That you can't quit You try to lie No counterfeit Pick a side And don't say shit It's all in mind Don't make no sense You'll take two hits Won't understand what you're going through It's hard for me to not notice you Why can't you see this ain't good for you To be somebody else Cause you're tired of yourself Can't be somebody else So you live a fairytale You realized your own worth But now you're way to hurt To get the help you need So you live a fantasy Will you ever be freed From this made up fantasy Where you're tired of yourself Cause you're tired of yourself Oh you're tired of your-