when i want!

I feel every time that I'm home I need to run from this place Tearing down the walls when I want Too many rules where I stay Cause I'm still tryna learn about myself Hold me back with these shackles on my feet Let me mess up so that I can see That life is how I want it to be Will I make it out of my hometown With a broken car that barely runs Its a hand me down so it won't get far But I need to get up out this town Cause if I don't, I just might go insane Like my friends that tried to numb the pain With a stollen bottle of cheap champagne They take some pills to try and trick the brain So I'll do whatever just to make it out Get a pair of shoes and start running south Maybe buy a bike so I can cycle out all the other shit I don't talk about And maybe I'm weird for thinking that Maybe I'm weird for wanting out But I can't stay here in this broken house And they ask me why and I always say I feel every time that I'm home I need to run from this place Tearing down the walls when I want Too many rules where I stay Cause I'm still tryna learn about myself hold me back with these shackles on my feet Let me mess up so that I can see that life is how I want it to be And I know that I should be grateful That I made it where I am right now But I always thought I was made for more than this Will I drive a Porsche or was just a wish Cause I had big dreams as a little kid Saw a shooting star, I envisioned it Yeah I woke up in a mansion With a couple of Dalmatians With the perfect wife and the perfect kids And I'm living large, got a wealthy life But, when I get back to reality My parents say they aren't proud of me And my friends always lie to see if I noticed Well I notice, that I don't want to be like them And I notice, that I need to get up out this town I feel every time that I'm home I need to run from this place Tearing down the walls when I want Too many rules where I stay Cause I'm still tryna learn about myself Hold me back with these shackles on my feet Let me mess up so that I can see That life is how I want it to be Just how I want Oh just how I want it to be Just how I want Oh just how I want it to be