DARK HAPPINESS

At the highest that I'll ever be Just talking spiritual and mentally Look through the clouds you can see God and me Goin nonstop yeah we ain't ever sleep I'm on top, I'm never leavin Look into my eyes while I feel like speaking Playin fair, I always make it even Dropping off, now I'm speedin Nights like this I've been feeling like shit Mental health at risk Can't believe it's like this Nights like this I've been feeling like shit Mental health at risk Can't believe it's like this The feelings inside my head Consciousness is draggin Yeah Up the street and down You wish you knew me now All I've did was smile We out here ballin now You stopped falling out Things were passed out loud I be falling outta line with my mind Up in the morning they say I don't try Doesn't take too much just to be kind I've been thinking about the day that I die Die