NOT THE ONE

Im so tired of seeing you in my dreams Im hardwired to replay our history This ain't working for my self esteem And i can't promise it'll get any better for me Not good with feelings that i can't hide I've never been crazy or that guy To blow your phone up on a late night Or maybe i am cuz it feels so good If you ever switch on me one time I'd change myself just to be your type Anything you say do i just might So imma keep telling myself You're not the one for me And that's what keeps me from head diving into the deep If love gon always cost something I can't choose you over me so i gotta pretend You're not the one Got no fight in me no more Oh i'm so over tryna force shit But i'm even more scared of what happens when i let go of this Used to crying it's not fair If it's for a moment I want you here Take all i had then disappear That was always my biggest fear Not good with feelings that i can't hide I've never been crazy or that guy To blow your phone up on a late night Or maybe he was just misunderstood If you ever switch on me one time I'll change myself just to be your type Anything you say do I just might So ima keep telling myself You're not the one for me And that's what keeps me from head diving into the deep If love gone always cost something I can't choose you over me so I gotta pretend you're not the one Oh no Baby you're not the one You were supposed to love me But you didn't It's okay though I don't need you no