Hidden Truths

It appears you have a problem with your eye Keep lookin at me an I'll give you a reason to cry All these words out your mouth an all of em lies Two faced piece of shit man am I even surprised Starting to realize I never saw through the disguise It was never even you that I wanted to despise The wording was messed up its time to revise That ego you got is maybe a little oversized The pain that I'm feeling it's time to vocalize An taking you out, cuz that's the skill that I specialize I got some knives in my back and maybe a dagger You all want me to drop off an you're watching me stagger But I'll rise to the top because I'm the fuckin master You're all coming for me but I'll hold off till latter Cuz I'm tired of fighting an my body is so fuckin battered So many years wasted I swear my minds shattered Everyone dipped out, caused pain or scattered But they all wanted a piece only to leave me tattered It'd hurt so much more if anything mattered Pain for the man who's name only means laughter I had a rough past an maybe that's true Few things I let knock me down and make me blue I wanna let it go an escape my mind The ones who do wrong never seem to do time All gotta start somewhere but damn it's slow Gotta do all this kneading tho for so lil dough But this isn't for all so go find your tempo What to do when all the doors start to close I wanna be an artist of my time a lyrical Van Gogh But how do I get from here to signing photos I've gotta work the game and simply outgrow Any competition against me open up the trapdoor Time passing in a blink I feel I'm on the brink Of having things in sync But when I can feel a link I feel everything slip away like I'm on the rink I was just a little kid growing up with the shrink I'm watching all of my niggas get locked in the clink These days it's head in hands while I sit on the sink I wanna live these years and my life to its fullest But what can I do when I'm not feeling my boldest I gotta get my rhymes up go from hot to the coldest Can see a door opening I'm gonna take my moment I'm hoping this dream isn't one to be hopeless Every time I'm out there I just gotta get focused Take my rhymes out there and show who's a poet I know I gotta capture attention if I wanna get noticed I hope you all get me because my lines are ferocious Rolling back and through like I'm performing hypnosis You can't be a prophet not when you're the slowest I don't pop anything to make me a lyrical genius I don't fear anything. Who's really the weakest? You don't like me because my rhymes are convenient You seem so childish I swear you're a fuckin fetus Wanna know how to rap lemme hand you my thesis I had a rough past an maybe that's true Few things I let knock me down and make me blue I wanna let it go an escape my mind The ones who do wrong never seem to do time My life's an Odyssey that's the word stated My from here on it gonna be what I'm dictatin I've had enough standing in line I'm done waiting So who do you really think you're aggravating