This Wasn't for You

I don't want talk about no love though I know it never was though I don't give no fucks though I say what I need to I don't really need you Black out on my people They see through all my evil I never let the shit kept inside of me Bleed through Explain my dichotomy Between a truth and a lie to me Having Disagreements With things, I never agreed to I accept this side of me These things I never tried to be Just Always keep on finding me I'm MJ taking free throws Close my eyes with this shot I take When I'm all in This my only fate When I'm gone And I fade away Are you calling You saved my name In your phone And you made me wait Are you alone Cause you been away My cup mixed With love and hate Cause I'm up I cannot stay Moving on to the better things Closing doors Ain't let them in My brothers from Carolinas My brother from Kissimmee I know they are always ready To back me Through anything that comes against me Wear my heart on my sleeve Whatever these women left me Take a part what they need That's envy and greed That kept me from being The person I wanted to be Don't f*ck with me Don't f*ck with me Yea