Crippling Depression

I've got crippling depression I want to die I've got crippling depression Sometimes I don't want to get up at all I've got crippling depression I just can't seem to find the point in life And as I grow old, it ain't getting better And as I grow weak, it ain't getting better And as I grow exhausted, it ain't getting better Yeehaw I've got crippling depression Wan't to splatter my brains on the walls and die I've got crippling depression I just can't seem to fill the void I've got crippling depression There's a great big hole in my soul And as I grow old, it ain't getting better And as I grow weak, it ain't getting better And as I grow exhausted, it ain't getting better And one more time And as I grow old, it ain't getting better And as I grow weak, it ain't getting better And as I grow exhausted, it ain't getting better I'm not kidding Please help me Solo time