Her (Prod: Isaac Thursday)

You say we in heaven Yet we constantly sinning No endings nor beginnings Locked up behind my feelings Thoughts of providing children We play villain and no one is a victim in this system we invited Your beauty not affected Even if acting reckless I lie and say that I'll protect this Love that has manifested Playing a game that I best in Never learning these lesson I stay second guessing Is you honest with me? Will Bobby cheat on Whitney? Is gum considered sticky? I don't know if you get me My heart was bulletproof Until I saw you shoot Dangling from the roof The laces of my shoes Covered in colours, black and blue Wondering what we gonna do If we marry just way too soon Is happiness or is it doom The sun collided with the moon A lollipop with a scorpion right on top The face of a person, covered in shock I get alot, of stares from people Unaware of why we never stop Well, we just don't care She keeps my secrets My demons trying to weaken Believing they never leaving till you give her reason I'm stupid I called it teasing She's gone and now it sinks in My sadness steady creeping Turning bulimic Kicking and even screaming I mean it I want her, for one more second So I can count my blessing I need her for a minute So I can write a poem That never seems to finish Or maybe for a hour You talk and ill just listen I'm sorry for being mad Becoming just like my dad You've given all you had and all I did was hurt you back You're probably better off in fact I suggest you never write me back And let cry because all I see is blanks while scrolling thru your page Knowing you replace my name With a nigga Ain't no shame