i like the grey

Does everyone have a special ex because I keep seeing my one favourite You want, it white or black i like the grey You thought it would work out I didn't think the same Who's the one to blame, whos the mastermind Spiraling down and around The corners of my old room Trying to keep it down My mom is asleep in the other room I want her to think I am fine But I'm not fine inside You want, it white or black i like the grey You thought I needed you in my bloodline I didn't think the same Who's the one to shame Who's the mastermind I like red wine and my green on certain days I feel like a boss, a king, an icon, about half of the day Then the other part I lay in existential waste You want, it white or black i like the grey You thought you could treat me down I didn't think the same Who's the one to tame Who's the mastermind oh we'll learn in time oh we'll learn in time My pisces ass Is this destiny? There is no such thing as a coincidence Why is it so hard to pull?