NIGHTMARE

Is there a monster waiting for me Under the bed, Under the bed Is there a nightmare in every dream Under the bed, under the bed Is there a monster waiting for me Under the bed, Under the bed Is there a nightmare in every dream Under the bed, under the bed Pill bottles line the desk of which I sit So I sit here looking at em wondering Should I take em or abandon em Like everyone did to me I can't get rid of the memories That are implemented disrespecfully Rejected yes I am Infected by my hand Protect yourself I cant God when will I fight back The inability to control my stability Yeah when the lights flash I wanna be okay But God and I both know that I'll never be See there's always a monster waiting When I'm trying to sleep is when the dream awakens So I try to breathe but I just lay there shaking Thinking of all my hatred and my past mistakes Vivid imagery, how could I ever go to sleep With these things that I've seen constantly haunting me Thought I figured myself out right down to the T But as it all turns out it's just one big scheme It's a nightmare living, turn the ignition So I can see the imminent death in my vision Cause I've wishing that I was different But this inquisition lies in my bed spinning What's wrong with my head? Why can't I just think? These questions and visions pushing me to the brink Is he under my bed, or is he in my head? Shadows become natural when that's all that you see I'm stuck in this dream, guess it's so bittersweet When the things that you want turn to your enemies So I'm walking around trying to find a way out of this nightmare I just gotta make ends meet but Is there a monster waiting for me Under the bed, Under the bed Is there a nightmare in every dream Under the bed, under the bed Is there a monster waiting for me Under the bed, Under the bed Is there a nightmare in every dream Under the bed, under the bed Head off the pillow and I feel worthless It hurts when you don't really feel you got a purpose You're searching for an answer All you see is blurred in A sermon, they'll treat you well saying that you're learning You're burning Kneeling down, now you're even Jesus's burden You walk with your head hung low Pass by the people realize you don't even know How to smile anymore or laugh at a joke Used to be malleable just like dough But you're steadfast in belief you don't waver And that's one of the reasons that everybody fades Away from you bleed on those who didn't cut you Stain the clothes that they're wearing Leave a mark on their hearts too Just as a harpoon pierces the surface Penetrate their hearts and their minds with the words you speak Cause they're bountiful, wisdom is powerful But I know that I'm undoubtedly doutbtful That I could grapple hold Reach down around the souls Of those who are lost, abused, and are bout to fold But I know down in my heart that I'm bound to go to dreamland It's just like suffocation I panic Fragmentation cause my mind is ceramic Type of hallucination is hypnocampic My life's an evil recreation cant stand it Is there a monster waiting for me Under the bed, Under the bed Is there a nightmare in every dream Under the bed, under the bed Is there a monster waiting for me Under the bed, Under the bed Is there a nightmare in every dream Under the bed, under the bed