RELEASE

Here we go again I'm lost and I'm stuck within Words that I've already said Can't smile, so I play pretend My mind says "save your breath" My heart says "get it off your chest" Constantly at war and I can't take it anymore I guess "Watch where you step, cause it's a dangerous path" That's what they all tell me I just throw my head back and laugh So that they think I'm happy So they don't know it's all an act In fact, when I'm alone can't take the pressure and I crack it's sad Sinking, crawling myself back into a deep hole Only think that came to my mind was letting the ink flow I know that you're all sitting going "Yeah you're sad we know" But music is my one release, and that's just what I need so You don't need to listen I'm just letting it all out The rage, hatred, bitterness, sadness, and self doubt All the fear inside and any feelings that went south I'm trying to eradicate with words with my mouth This is my release, yeah I'm letting go Of all of the things in the arsenal It's just what I need 'fore my heart explodes I'm finding my peace in my dead soul Darkness pours all over me when my eyelids shut I open them, and all that I can see are the cuts That people left on me, scars that I have had to bear It feels like every time I heal one there's another tear It seems that since my first exposition I've risen But my heart's filling up again, got no storage left in it Every person I get close to always becomes distant And I'll beg and plead, but they'll still leave they never listen I can feel the anguish tearing off my flesh, I turn to stone I don't mind it though, now you all can see that I'm exposed Every signal sent from my brain tells me I gotta go But I can't listen cause I've got a vision to explode I've been told that being broken helps you down the road And eventually you will turn sadness into gold But I tried, and I finally realized that they lied Both sides of my mind will not coincide So I hide it inside This is my release, yeah I'm letting go Of all of the things in the arsenal It's just what I need 'fore my heart explodes I'm finding my peace in my dead soul Staring in the mirror, looking at my face But all I see are the demons, legs broken I lost the race In Who Am I, I said y'all prepared me for war But I ain't got no weapons, plus don't know what I'm fighting for So light the torch so you can walk through the darkest parts of me Yeah the parts that I don't wanna see It's the hardest thing to reach is the solace As I'm sinking I see a seeping light and it's blinking But I'll never reach it the bottom is where my feet is so This is my release, yeah I'm letting go Of all of the things in the arsenal It's just what I need 'fore my heart explodes I'm finding my peace in my dead soul