where do i start this?

Do you think we're meant to be? Told that girl were history Need to numb my pain amphetamine Like does she know what she does to me You don't know what you do to me Once you say you're "used to me" I'm stuck on what we used to be I think that I'm falling deep If I could be honest I don't how to start this? She said that I'm "heartless" But if I could be honest You didn't care from the start It was never fair from the start Besides that I think I'm falling in love I think we both know what's "heartstrung" Really wanna call you the one but sadly girl I think that I'm stuck Besides that I think I'm falling in love I think we both know what's "heartstrung" Really wanna call you the one but sadly girl I think that I'm stuck You don't know what you do to me Once you say you're "used to me" I'm stuck on what we used to be I think that I'm falling deep If I could be honest I don't how to start this? She said that I'm "heartless" But if I could be honest I'm stuck on what we used to be I think that I am falling deep My thoughts are getting darker I panic just a little a harder What doesn't kill you makes you stronger Learned that from my father Passed down from my grandmother Trying to be like no other Where do I start this yeah? Where do I start this yeah?