C'est La Vie

I gave my all just to never get it back I- Broke the fall but i slipped right through the cracks again Now I'm spiraling Apologize and apologize some more like All that I am is just something to be sorry for What am I sorry for The golden kid with big bright dreams But the rust grew thick and it buried me, I'm- Covering holes with sticks and leaves Praying the ground doesn't break right under me Cause I give my best but theirs is better So I hold my breath and call it pleasure I- Take a step then go back three So cyclical, oh c'est la vie I'm burning out but I blame the weather I'll paint those bricks to look like feathers I take a step then hit delete So cyclical, oh c'est la vie I paint a smile but I always paint it blue I- Bite my tongue just the way that I was taught to do And I'll just blame my youth But I can't stop Giving my heart away to those who don't deserve it I made a mess of things but promise that I'm learning Losing my head over getting back time I ran so far ahead that now I'm falling behind Cause I give my best but theirs is better So I hold my breath and call it pleasure I- Take a step then go back three So cyclical, oh c'est la vie I'm burning out but I blame the weather I'll paint those bricks to look like feathers I take a step then hit delete So cyclical, oh c'est la vie Cause I give my best but theirs is better So I hold my breath and call it pleasure I- Take a step then go back three So cyclical, oh c'est la vie I'm burning out but I blame the weather I'll paint those bricks to look like feathers I take a step then hit delete So cyclical, oh c'est la vie