Different

Been lighting up when the sun sets Been sleeping in till the days end Drinking up my regrets Made my bed Still sleeping with the TV on Still missing calls from my mom Go place the blame and say it's All my fault Once a mind is made It's not easy to change Nothing you could say Wanna tell you I miss you, don't think I deserve to So I'll keep it to myself I look through the rearview at the people we once knew We were so sure of ourselves But you wouldn't listen, so I grew distant You lit fires and I burnt bridges What could have been? If we were different You gave your all sank your teeth in I couldn't be what you needed Came up short scared to dip my Feet in Once a mind is made It's not easy to change Nothing you could say Wanna tell you I miss you, don't think I deserve to So I'll keep it to myself I look through the rearview at the people we once knew We were so sure of ourselves But you wouldn't listen, so I grew distant You lit fires and I burnt bridges What could have been? If we were different If we were different If we were different What do I do now when you were so much of myself I can't find a part you didn't touch I'm sorry that it went the way that it did Haunted by all that I wish I had said I know time will heal us, or maybe I don't Cause it's been damn near 10 months And there's still a hold I wish it was different I wish we were different Wanna tell you I miss you, don't think I deserve to So I'll keep it to myself I look through the rearview at the people we once knew We were so sure of ourselves But you wouldn't listen, so I grew distant You lit fires and I burnt bridges What could have been? If we were different