Burn Out

Flashback to skipping my classes And pacing my floor I loved a blond boy in high school But not anymore Now I plan out my life With every guy in the grocery store Who looks my age Or looks my way And I smoke out the window When my parents are home Leave a light on at night If I'm sleeping alone And my mailbox is full But no one calls my phone Anyway I think I burned out a while ago Maybe I'll relight one day So I take shit from the people Who talk to me like I'm ten What if I write a good song Then never do it again Every time that I think I'll snap I just bend into place Will I ever break? I take back roads to work To avoid the left turns Leave my old friends on read When they say they're concerned Only listen to songs Where I know all the words By heart Think I burned out a while ago So where's my fresh start? Ah Ah And I zone out completely While watching TV Time slips through my hands Barely touches me I can't picture myself Past the age of thirty-three And I go through the motions And movements alone Leave a light on at night Just in case you come home Cleared my mailbox for you But you don't call my phone Anyway Think I burned out a while ago Maybe I'll relight one day