I’ll See Him in Hell

I changed my mind on a Tuesday in Richmond I fell apart in the car Ignored my gut til it tore up my organs Denial only gets you so far Nobody tells you you’ll feel like a baby When you end up choosing yourself He called me selfish, I called him a bully And that was the end I’ll see him in hell (I’ll see him in hell) I ground my axes on all of the memories Let his echo push me around He probably moved to somewhere sunny And tore some other girls down When I walked away, it didn’t feel like a jail break Just felt like I’d moved cells He said he was sorry that I felt that way And that was the end I’ll see him in hell (I’ll see him in hell) Sometimes I wonder if he remembers my name at all I guess I’m surprised by how little it mattered That none of it was ever my fault When I look back now, I absolve myself Of a guilt I never should have carried He called me selfish, I called him a bully It was never about me I’ll see him in hell (I’ll see that fucker in hell)