Practice Erotic

I took him like a tonic Like biting the bullet, like practice erotic I wasn't being honest Tried to superglue the feelings to the first guy who wanted Me, me, me Me, me, me It was just college It was just feeling empty and it was just Boston I kissed him in the Commons Skipped my dinner that night, went to bed nauseous Is it me, me, me? Me, me, me, me Nothing's real if you won't let it be You can't treat love like a currency If you don't know who you are Then you won't know what'll make you happy It's trial and error till it finally clicks It'll take years but you'll find it Until you know who you are It'll feel like a party trick It'll take years but you'll find it Don't think about him often (don't think about him) But when I do, he's just a nail in the coffin It's not like I'm haunted But I think it cost me more than what it cost him Me, me, me Me, me, me It sucks to feel behind It sucks to feel like you're running out of time It sucks to be 19 It sucks to find out you've been forcing feelings It's me, me, me Me, me, me, me Nothing's real until it really is cnd, surprise, you'll find you're romantic When you know yourself That's when the genuine shit happens It's trial and error till it finally clicks It'll take years but you'll find it Until you know who you are It'll feel like a party trick It'll take years but you'll find it It'll take years but you'll find it It'll take years but you'll find it