Something Grey

So little did I know After rain it starts to snow And then there's a rainbow The world's feeling blurry I won't say I'm sorry For all the weight I have to carry I need a break to breathe Sometimes I'm not worrying about tomorrow But then again I do, I know, I know What if it's a game I'm meant, to lose I don't know, I don't know but I have to choose I wouldn't say I'm broken, but I wouldn't say I've healed My heart is feeling open, but it still has a shield I wouldn't say I'm faking, but I'm not being myself This is never ending, but I owe it to myself I owe it to myself, not anybody else It feels like I'm abusing my time Like I've done something right but committed a crime It's like I have to choose between black and white But I can't see in the dark without a little bit of light So, I need something grey Just add a little bit of light into a dark place And you've got grey So quietly I sing, waiting for something to hear me The king's out of breath now, that means I will get now A little bit tired, a little bit lost I wouldn't say I'm broken, but I wouldn't say I've healed My heart is feeling open, but it still has a shield I wouldn't say I'm faking, but I'm not being myself This is never ending, but I owe it to myself I owe it to myself, not anybody else It feels like I'm abusing my time Like I've done something right but committed a crime It's like I have to choose between black and white But I can't see in the dark without a little bit of light Like I'm about to lose track of time Instead of heading forward I'm losing what's mine Like I'm flying high up in the sky But still I'm feeling tired I'm not gonna lie I wouldn't say I'm broken, but I wouldn't say I've healed My heart is feeling open, but it still has a shield I wouldn't say I'm faking, but I'm not being myself This is never ending, but I owe it to myself It's like I have to choose between black and white But I can't see in the dark without a little bit of light So, I need something grey Just add a little bit of light into a dark place And you've got grey