California

The water must be different in California 'Cause now I can't bring myself to call you I'm one year older and you're stuck in the past Still caught up in the lies that made it end fast And I, and I, I'm doing better than I ever was The air must be different in Arizona 'Cause I never realized the pain that you made me go through Red lights stopped working so we drove through the night Spun out of control, and crashed right into the signs, the signs We should've read the warning signs And there's never a sadder thing Than watching the devil on my shoulder win Whispering deadly decisions into my ear At least I can say I've been through hell and back I'm still healing and I can't say that I'm not mad 'Cause darling I still wipe away some tears The water must be different in California The sound of the waves is medicine for the soul yeah But that doesn't mean that I don't think about The voices in my mind telling me to drown in them But I, but I, I know there's gonna be a way out And there's never a sadder thing Than watching the devil on my shoulder win Whispering deadly decisions into my ear At least I can say I've been through hell and back I'm still healing and I can't say that I'm not mad 'Cause darling I still wipe away some tears Wandering for days lost in the desert Wondering when I'd loose the pressure Trying to find my new forever home We're in search for a secret oasis A new escape from darker places Write all the things that I attempted to tell her And there's never a sadder thing Than watching the devil on my shoulder win Whispering reminders that I wasted the good years At least I can say I've been through hell and back I'm still learning and I can't say that I'm not mad 'Cause darling I'll always wipe some tears Darling I'll still wipe away some tears Darling I'll still wipe away some Darling I'll always wipe some tears