Hurts to Care

Sitting in my bedroom I don't know what to think Am I even allowed to think like this? Two perfect people One is mine, the other's not I just wanna know what I would miss But I really doubt That I will find out You still creep up in my mind sometimes And I really need you out of there Feelings flooding back into my mind Oh my god, it really hurts to care God it really hurts to care I don't know why I have to catch these feelings It's time for them to please just go away I know I should be playing it safe But my heart is thinking otherwise Lock it up and put it in a cage Don't catch feelings for this other guy I don't know why I have to catch these feelings It's time for them to please just go away