Fear Myself

Where do you go When you have no place you can call your home They say they all care but they're never really there So you sit in silence all alone I don't know, cause nobody really gets it Even if you listen you will never comprehend it Never trust people, if i do then i meant it Cause the fake people always take my pain and extend it Let me go, i'm stuck in my mind Going through the past got me hitting rewind Keep seeing it happen where did i go I'm blind, thoughts on repeat i don't wanna be alive Sometimes, i don't even wanna try How did one night just change my life Now i'm all up thinking that it's my fault Your in my mind again and i'm coming to a halt I wish it was different and i wish i could be fine But i'm on my way to a sharp decline And i don't even understand, my mind So how could you get it, i'm not fine, how you get it, i'm not fine Iiiii wish, youuuu, could hear me, i'm screaming out for help Iiiii wish you were near me, can you hear my yelp Cause iiiii wish you could hear me, I'm screaming out for help Iiii wish i didn't fear me, fear myself You don't even know what i'm like when i'm alone Ipretend to be okay just so you don't have to know The extent that I'm broken and my heart is so slow One of these days feels like i'm gonna go But i won't, cause i care about you But my minds running all the time don't know what to do People pretend and act like they understand But you don't feel what i feel don't hold my hand I've been all alone walking on this road Igot myself through it all maybe that's why i'm so cold Iiiii wish, youuuu, could hear me, i'm screaming out for help Iiiii wish you were near me, can you hear my yelp Cause iiiii wish you could hear me, I'm screaming out for help Iiii wish i didn't fear me, fear myself