To Die Instead

Never felt like i was enough Always felt like i had to be tough Cause, i'm so sad all the time And how do i say i wanna die My hearts heavy and its coming out my chest I'm so tired but i don't need rest Crying in my room i'm a mess I have to leave but i wish u the best And, i hate who i am, i hate myself and i always have I, feel so alone my eyes going red Can you leave me here, to die instead Can you leave me here, to die instead I don't wanna live like this anymore I just wanna fall all on the floor, and every part of me is always so sore, so It's one in the morning i should be asleep I' m staring out my window, i just wanna take that leap Can't feel anything just let me be, and, everyone thinks i'm better I know i'm not, fighting for so long I'm sorry but i lost, i'm sorry but i lost And, i hate who i am, i hate myself and i always have, I, feel so alone my eyes going red Can you leave me here, to die instead Can you leave me here, to die instead