White Lighter (Remix)

Swallow my ego I'll drink it down deep Pour it in a shot glass to make it taste sweet I saw a little kid who looked like me Know that I'm none of the things he wanted to be Can you help put me back in my body? I tried, and it doesn't want me Wish I was better than I can be This body doesn't mean a fucking thing to me I put the bottle to my mouth again to stop this feeling Cover me up with sweaty hands My fever's starting up again I think she's coming from the hall I feel my head is sinking She's begging me to slow it down, but I'm hard of hearing Swallow my ego Like one, two, three Shot after shot 'til I remember to breathe Coming unhinged a little less slowly Know what I said, don't make a liar of me Swallow my ego I'll drink it down deep Pour it in a shot glass to make it taste sweet I saw a little kid who looked like me Know that I'm none of the things she wanted to be