Are you happy now?

I wasn't like this I swear I wasn't But you changed me Like nothing I wasn't like this I swear I wasn't  But you broke me  Like nothing, I I never ever had my first time You took it from me I always wanted it to be Out of love but You ruined it for me  I never even search this I never wanted this to happen I swear But this is what i get from Trusting you And thinking  You were just my friend So are you happy now? Because you broke me Are you happy now? I can't move on  Are you happy now? You were the first one To take my innocence out Of the equation After you  I felt so alone Couldn't tell anyone what happened I should have Shouldn't have fought this alone  Maybe then it would be different  I tried to  Heal myself With so many Somebody else I tried to use sex Tried to hoe around  Just to fix this hole inside So are you happy now? Because you broke me Are you happy now?  I can't move on  So are you happy now? Because you took it yeah You were the first You were the first I never wanted this  I swear  All I wanted  Was to make a new friend And I thought  I thought I could trust you Was afraid  Of what people think of me yeah So I went alone outside After you finally Finally let me out  And I never said  One word I just tried to drown it With time  So are you happy now? Because you broke me Are you happy now? I can't move on Are you happy now? I started drinking Are you happy now? I tried to have no feelings  And I was Feeling so lost And i was  Feeling so empty  I didn't know oh I didn't know oh I thought i Put it all away But I still feel it I still feel it yeah Are you happy now? Because you broke me Are you happy now?  I can't move on Are you happy now? You were the first one To take my innocence out Of the equation So are you happy now? Because you broke me Are you happy now?  I never got one change So are you happy now? Because you used me Are you happy now?  You were the first  You were the first You were the first