He Hurt Me

Well here's my life He didn't want me to blame him He taught me how to fight He taught me all the lessons All the things I thought were right So put it all together and believed it was my life Until the night the devil spoke And overseas he took me to a place he called his home I trusted him and all the words he told me Promised no From all the nights I cried and subconscious songs that I wrote yeah I know I know I don't know what I'm doing here I don't know but now I have fear I don't know where the hell he's gone tonight But he's in my mind I don't know what I'm doing here I don't know but now I have fear I don't know where the hell he's gone tonight But he's in my mind So tell me what I'm really doing right now Right now yeah right now Tell me what I'm really doing right now Right now yeah right now Tell me what I'm really doing right now Right now yeah right now Fight or flight He didn't want me to lose him Controlled my day and nights And everything I learned from him I learned it out of spite The freedom of everything I wanted was a lie Oh my oh my I don't know what I'm doing here I don't know but now I have fear I don't know where the hell he's gone tonight But he's in my mind Tell me what I'm really doing right now Right now yeah right now Tell me what I'm really doing right now Right now yeah right now He, he, he, he Broken butterfly Wings can't flutter right Perfect paradise Hurting through the night Where am I Where am I So tell me what I'm really doing right now Right now yeah right now Tell me what I'm really doing right now Right now yeah right now He, he, he He hurt me